Have you ever felt this way?

I wrote this a few months ago and it still has a ring of truth that I can’t deny….

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My body is failing. All my suffering is my body’s fault.

Can I say that it’s not my body’s fault?

I have blamed you. You have failed me, and you keep failing me.

The body reflects what’s in our mind, right? How can that be so? If I was born without a leg, would I blame my mind or body?

Do I blame God?

I do. Deep down I’m sure I do. How do I get over this and live with joy? How do I find peace?

With faith, my dear, with faith.

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Take it one day at a time,

Jana

P.S.: I want my miracle… any day now would work for me. Invisible Disabilities and Illnesses are real and they are crazy-hard to live with. ♥