Hopeless to Hopeful with Podcast


Things Do Get Better

It was a rough day and I was starting to feel hopeless about my future with CRPS, POTS, and Fibromyalgia. But my friend dragged me to a worship service, and everything changed. I could barely stay and was in a lot of pain when I got honest about my feelings and spent a short amount of time praising God for all He has given me, and my attitude changed.

Lots of Love—One Day at a Time,


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Episode 9


Body Failure with Podcast


Have you ever felt this way?

I wrote this a few months ago and it still has a ring of truth that I can’t deny….

My body is failing. All my suffering is my body’s fault.

Can I say that it’s not my body’s fault?

I have blamed you. You have failed me, and you keep failing me.

The body reflects what’s in our mind, right? How can that be so? If I was born without a leg, would I blame my mind or body?

Do I blame God?

I do. Deep down I’m sure I do. How do I get over this and live with joy? How do I find peace?

With faith, my dear, with faith.


Episode 8



Take it one day at a time,


P.S.: I want my miracle… any day now would work for me. Invisible Disabilities and Illnesses are real and they are crazy-hard to live with.

My Podcasts are Here


Available on CastBox & this Blog. Soon, you’ll find me on iTunes, Stichter, Google Play, etc.

I’m so excited to say that you can now listen to my CRPS Inside Out Podcasts here. I’ll be uploading them either on their own or with corresponding Blog Posts.

Here are links to the Episodes I have so far:

E1 Errands & Expectations

Sometimes the things we take for granted are things we miss the most where CRPS is involved. In this episode, I talk about an embarrassing fall and how much I loved running errands. There’s always hope when dealing with challenging situations—it’s just a matter of finding it.


E2 Bad News & Creativity

Everyone gets bad news, but the good news is that everyone is creative. We are all capable of using creativity to pull ourselves out of bad moods from bad news. CRPS can either destroy us or make us the strongest people in the world. I choose strength.


E3 Raw Emotions & Handling it All

A lot is happening all at once and my emotions are pretty raw. The beauty is that my emotions don’t define who I am. They are merely a tool to use in life. They are a measurement. They are a bridge to action and reaction that is healthy and godly. And they are going to help me deal with my life tomorrow.


E4 A New Beginning

Dreaming again is what I’m looking forward to the most in this new season of my life. I want to get back to a place where living one day at a time still has hope for the future. I use creativity and my sanctified imagination to co-create with Jesus and you can too.


E5 Creativity & Pain

The Creative Spirit flows like an impregnated wind of love and passion. We have access to this Spirit from God. No matter what creative outlet, no matter what perspective you are coming from, you have access to the Creative Spirit. That is if you are human.


E6 Housebound

I never knew there was such a thing as being housebound until I got iller in the past several years. I’ve learned a lot about myself, my family and my friends. I’ve learned that I need community. I need to engage with others on very personal levels which keeps me safe and sane.



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My New Podcast

CRPS Inside Out, Introduction

I’ve created a new podcast on Castbox called CRPS Inside Out. Search for it and check it out.

Living with CRPS is a very difficult task. It has been dubbed “the suicide disease” and trust me when I say it has earned that title. This Podcast is meant to help me through my story one day at a time.